Keeping it all the way a buck with you

Wholeness, to whoever comes across this one. 

I had to do some major shadow work before coming back up here, after being reborn so many times since I started this space there's an eerie distance that lingers between myself and this page. Expressing is what I love to do, so I’m gonna do my best to embody that love for my archetype. 

So much confirmations, synchronicities, divine intellect and wisdom have been unlocked within my being and for that, I am ever so grateful. 

I choose to disperse these alchemic expressions through a variety of art forms, Sunday’s With Me being the most personal given this is just me speaking to you like a written podcast. When I say ‘me’ I refer to myself as Szn, other times you may hear me refer to myself in ‘Us’ and ‘We’, which is when my Soul Team is coming through to provide insight. 

Innerstanding these differences is to know the Stations of Identity, and that's something that I’ll touch on more in future blogs. For now, all you’d want to do is accept the concept of ‘Aspects’. We all have various aspects, some pure, some distorted. Some locked off some untamed. Holding this awareness will assist you in realizing not only your own aspects, but also others too, and in this case- mine. 

Here's the cliff notes of my stations of identity

Autumn was the name I was given in this incarnation, and holds little to no etheric weight now given shadow work that’s been done. We can call this my ego or shadow self, given this would be the aspect that embodied unconscious living, and was operating from a space of being manipulated by her environment (childhood trauma). Autumn is energetically present but no longer in the driver's seat.  

SznLuv is my higher self or what we can see as my soul essence. This is the aspect that acts as a literal bridge to my physical body and my omniscience. In fact this aspect uniquely designed my vessel, and chose to embody this specific archetype in this specific incarnation. The fuse of my personality matrix (Autumn) and this aspect, unlock deeper cosmic wisdoms that shed light on the intricacies of my purpose. SznLuv also acts as a collective embodiment, meaning you most likely co create and embody the frequency of SznLuv and what it means too.

Source center, is what my soul essence and yours are collectively tethered to by oneness and purity. We are everything and everything is us, this neutral space surpasses all dualities and overrides all false lights and darkness, encapsulating it in the totality of the all knowing. Just because we are all one does not mean balance, karma and etheric justice isn't always served- source is all therefore we feel and know all. 

Here’s some gems to keep in mind; 

• The goal is to embody oneness, yes, but you have to know that we are in a holistic ‘spiritual’ war, so best believe the antagonists (shadow collectives) want to see you fall with them. Getting my shadows in alignment by alchemizing them has assisted me with clearing out blockages from my life. Any being who does not embody oneness and the coevolution with purity, is indeed NOT one of us, etheric or physical being. Do not underestimate the depths of how low these beings will get to throw you off your path.

• Not all light is pure light. Shadow work is key to dismantling programs that have been embedded (against our will btw) into our psyche. These traits, thought forms and habits linger as if they are us, when they are not. Heightening the sensitivities of my radars has deemed itself to be the most effective notification system for distortion, as well as reaffirming actively what I embody, which is source purity. 

• Now don’t go taking that affirmation and running with it unless your prepared to face the shadows you may not have uncovered yet. If you truly comprehend oneness, then you know that you are literally everything, meaning you have access to the etheric memory bank of source giving you the depth of every single experience. Even the tree, even that hippo you see trapped in the zoo, even the children who are being trafficked- to know oneness is to face these experiences with no judgment, fear, shame or guilt. But instead with neutrality and source ordain justice. 

• When it comes to aspects, each station of identity has a bunch of different aspects. You can see this as the various perspectives of collective emotions and continuity of source existence through unique mediums. Some aspects may get along and some may be straight contradicting. You probably already experience some levels of the connectivity in all our experiences wherever you are operating from now, but once we unlock the source truth center is when the planetary cosmic aspects start revealing themselves in very overarching ways, again encapsulating the all in oneness. Regardless if light or dark, all is source. However, knowing which aspects are distorted is crucial to self elevation. 

Peep earlier I mentioned source ordain justice, and this is where my revolutionary aspects start coming to play because I really do embody oneness. I be feeling just as neglected as the planet does at times, just as I feel as abundant and rooted as a blossoming flower tree. True justice comes with honor to the soul, devotion to purity and ascension. The shadow collective are gods just like us, but they have disconnected from the light so much, they deteriorate, and so do the humans that they possess and work through (more on that in another blog). 

If you are continuously doing effective shadow work and unlocking ascensional codes you have nothing to worry about, if you're confused you also have nothing to worry about because your incarnated soul guide is already on the planet waiting to assist you. Maybe it’s me lol. 

Leave a comment about what you’d like me to dive into more, your thoughts or just something sweet. I’m excited to be back, I’m bout to tell y'all some deep shit so stay tuned.